Imagine

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Imagine a life existing on the thinnest peace of thread imagine wanting to die every night before you go to bed imagine these lyrics as the truth behind my story imagine a life my life this life less ordinary

Always on me why wouldn’t you just leave me alone to think that I would be constantly the center of all this attention don’t think for a second that what you said it didn’t hurt I just played it off hid my pain from everyone never really letting anybody know what they done not even them kids that would try to beat me up or make me run push me around or talk that ill shit just because of my appearance i became an easy target it was like a jungle animals marking their territory I was the drip of blood that drove the sharks into a frenzy red bank elementary in Woodbury new jersey’s were it all started childhood innocence departed it’s retarded how it all began but i remember clearly severely lacking knowledge about me transformed into a outsider foreigner or alien entity when I my teacher told the class I came from a foreign country

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Class I want you to listen very closely we have a foreign student coming from a different

country India actually and he may not know how to speak English so treat him like he’s just another kid that’s what my teacher told my class on the first day of school and when I got there on the second day nothing was cool soon after that I met this kid named Billy who quickly used my difference to influence others kids to hate me white trash piece of shit never seen an Indian or Pakistani so he used to call me Gandhi as he drew a dot on his forehead and got the kids to laugh and beat me up where were your friends well I didn’t have one coming home with cut up jeans with holes displaying bloody knees and lips until my mom had come to school to see my teacher but it didn’t change a thing thanks for trying to help me mom but those kids they continued to attack me

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imagine a life existing on the thinnest peace of thread imagine wanting to die every night before you go to bed imagine these lyrics as the truth behind my story imagine a life my life this life less ordinary

let me take you to the fifth grade almost everyday crank calls and messages were left for me and every time I left the house it felt like these kids followed me always talking garbage right in front of my family as soon as i would come back home I knew what was waiting for me that pulsating red light blinking on my answering machine tell me please how much more could a person really take my mind was changing anger building i was ready to break got into a couple fights and got my ass kicked until the ninth grade when i beat down this fat kid big headed faggot named Dan McGinley talked all sorts of shit about my culture and family I tried so very hard to the best of my ability to avoid him but he was in my head like a painful memory until i seen him in the hallway during break and i had had enough so I pushed the fat fuck and hit him in his face right before he took a shot at me he missed and I just wouldn’t stop kept hitting him repeatedly until he begged for mercy and for some reason I stopped 13 years of my life in silence and now i was on top