Suicide

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SOMEBODY HELP ME SAVE ME CUS ALL I SEE ARE VISIONS OF CASKETS FLOWERS BLOOMING PRETTY RED NOW THERE ROTTEN AND I’M DEAD SHE ONCE SAID SHE TOLD ME SHE’D NEVER LEAVE ME WE SPENT TIME APART AND I AGREED DAYS TURN TO NOTHING NOTHING FOR WEEKS I HAD NO IDEA YOU NO LONGER WANTED ME DIDN’T HAVE THE HEART WHY COULDN’T YOU TELL ME CAST ME DOWN LIKE ADAM AND EVE I WAS DECIEVED MY LOVING WAS TRUE IT WAS YOU WHO LOST FOCUS HOCUS POCUS LIKE THE CLOWNS BUT RIGHT NOW I’M DOWN MY EXPRESSIONS A FROWN YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW IT’S NOT REALLY FAIR YOU ENDED THIS RELATIONSHIP YOU DON’T CARE

(3X)

SUICIDES A CALLING FOR ME MOST DAYS I JUST CAN’T BE HAPPY SUICIDES A CALLING FOR ME PLEASE ALLAH WHY DON’T YOU SAVE ME

YOUR MEMORY ALWAYS HITS ME HARDEST WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT SLEEP TIGHT AND FIGHT THIS HEARTBROKE ONE MORE NIGHT BEFORE YOU END YOUR LIFE YOU SAID YOU WOULD COME BACK TO ME AND YOU LIED YOU SAID YOU WOULD HURT YOUR SELF IF I DENIED RETURN YOU CRIED SO MELODRAMATIC YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK SO WHY DON’T YOU ADMIT IT I LOVED YOU MORE THAN YOU HAD EVER LOVED ME IT’S TRUE THE HARSHEST REALITY WHAT I DON’T KNOW IS WHY YOU TURNED SO COLD ON ME ALL OF A SUDDEN WITHOUT A WARNING AN OVERNIGHT CHANGE THAT WOULD END SEXUALITY DON’T WANT TO TOUCH ME DON’T WANT TO KISS ME SO IF I DIE TONIGHT I DOUBT THAT YOU’LL MISS ME DON’T BE ALARMED CUS IT’S YOU THAT HAS KILLED ME

(2X)

SUICIDES A CALLING FOR ME MOST DAYS I JUST CAN’T BE HAPPY SUICIDES A CALLING FOR ME PLEASE ALLAH WHY DON’T YOU SAVE ME

IT’S SOMETHING IN YOU NOT ME THAT MADE YOU FEEL THAT YOU COULD NO LONGER TOUCH ME INNER FEARS INNER DEMONS I DID NOT JUST WANT TO FUCK YOU TO BUST SEMAN YOU SCAPEGOATED ME YOU USED ME CONFRONT YOUR PROBLEMS AND THEN YOU’D COME BACK TO ME FAIRY TALES CUS IN THE END SHE BAILED I’M NOT WORTH THE CHANGE I’M NOT WORTH THE PAIN I’M NOT WORTH THE STONE AND THE SPIT ON MY GRAVE NOTHING IS DIFFERENT NOTHING’S THE SAME I THINK I’M JUST GONNA GO FUCKING INSANE TAKE A KNIFE STAB MYSELF AND DIE IN VAIN THE STRES WE CALL LIFE I’LL END IT TONIGHT TEARS FILL MY EYES AND THE GUNS AT MY SIDE I PUT IN THE CLIP AND LOAD UP THE CHAMBER I DIED AS YOUR LOVER AND NOT AS A STRANGER